Lifentasy

Wide eyes, sweaty palms. Heavy breathing, fast heartbeating. Shivers. Leaves you starving for more. Gives a lot but never all. The kind you're hungry for. That makes you wanna get down on your knees and beg for it. The one that fulfills you by stealing everything you have; body and soul. Fucks your mind in ways you can't explain. You can't help but crave for more. You become greedy, sinful; just to get the divine feeling that comes with it. Cherry lips and the angelic touch from the devil. Heavenly chaotic with a taste of freedom; though you're addicted to it, you can't escape. Prisoner; but the door is unlocked. Blood and tears. Abusive and affectionate all at once. Never enough. Darkness, but all you see is light. Enemies and allies at the same exact moment. Explosion; a perfectly put together mess, a work of art. Obsessive and catastrophic but it makes the world go round. The only thing that can make the time go truly fast or just stop. The...

You know how sometimes you really want to text someome just to talk to them and they text you first but instead of being happy you feel pissed? You're mad because you know this will never work out, the facts are always there and the reality the same it was a year ago. Let's pretend what we always wanted to do could actually happen. Let's pretend our little game of devils and angels is our life. Let's just act as if we don't know well enough we'll eventually fall apart again; and you'll finally be mine even for a split second. Ignore our connection and the way our minds and souls understand each other in ways we'll never be able to explain with words. And I'll ignore catching you staring at me and me looking at the other way so that no one else notices what is going on. My greatest sin and biggest secret. A "swear you'll take this one to the grave" kind of relationship; one caught between pure love and affection and intense ...