A letter to him...
"Him" knows who he is for the rest of you let's just say it is a guy I've known for almost 5 five years...
I don't know why I felt the need to write this but I did, I do. Today I advised someone to be honest and take risks so I guess I'll just completely expose my self and let the words do the job for me. Going to that "event" was a complete torture for me cause it's just not me or my taste or anything and you already know that, on top of this I wasn't with my friends or wanted to spend so many hours with people I legit hate. Being kind of "away" from the stupidity that this celebration was I had the time to think, just think -typical me- while drinking alcohol and all I realised is that you're the most amazing person I've met here and the reason why God sent me here, I 'm not kidding that's what was going on in my mind as well as the fact that I'm clearly not Greek like there's no way, I should've born somewhere else hahaha, anyway.
I'm so fucking thankful I met you and got the chance to see who you really are and know you better cause you're one hell of an unique human and you're worth way more than you think you do and that's exactly why I admire you so much, you're so down-to-earth and humble and kind. I don't really want to make this too long cause it's literally 2 am, I could totally sent you a message but I wasn't brave enough to do so -one step at a time-. You're hands down the only one I'll miss to death when I'm gone and I'll be extremely sad to say "goodbye" to. No matter what happens or where I end up living in like 5 years from now I'll always be there for you to help you with anything from the tiniest to the most important. If anything ever happened to you I swear I'd lose the ground under my feet. I guess that's my way of saying goodbye to people and although I'm leaving in 5 months it only felt right to write these down today. You mean so much to me, more than you can imagine, honestly and I love you -as I've said before- to the moon and back and beyond that neither as a friend nor as a lover but as a person, I love everything you are and you could be and I can't ever stay mad at you cause I need you, you know everything about me, e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g more than my dad or any of my exes know & whoever has met you is truly blessed -no exaggeration whatsoever-. I've said it a bazillion times already but I just wanna thank you for everything so so so much. There was a time when you meant literally everything to me, you made me the happiest person without even knowing it. I don't know what is that we have and if we still or ever had something, anything but I don't want to ever lose it.
I'll never forget you and all the sides of your character no matter how many years pass cause I'll always carry a piece of you with me everywhere I go. I love you to pieces, just remember that.
Athina, xxx.
ps. I wrote this after having drunk 5 glasses of wine -not kidding- sorry for any possible mistakes, thank you for reading.
I don't know why I felt the need to write this but I did, I do. Today I advised someone to be honest and take risks so I guess I'll just completely expose my self and let the words do the job for me. Going to that "event" was a complete torture for me cause it's just not me or my taste or anything and you already know that, on top of this I wasn't with my friends or wanted to spend so many hours with people I legit hate. Being kind of "away" from the stupidity that this celebration was I had the time to think, just think -typical me- while drinking alcohol and all I realised is that you're the most amazing person I've met here and the reason why God sent me here, I 'm not kidding that's what was going on in my mind as well as the fact that I'm clearly not Greek like there's no way, I should've born somewhere else hahaha, anyway.
I'm so fucking thankful I met you and got the chance to see who you really are and know you better cause you're one hell of an unique human and you're worth way more than you think you do and that's exactly why I admire you so much, you're so down-to-earth and humble and kind. I don't really want to make this too long cause it's literally 2 am, I could totally sent you a message but I wasn't brave enough to do so -one step at a time-. You're hands down the only one I'll miss to death when I'm gone and I'll be extremely sad to say "goodbye" to. No matter what happens or where I end up living in like 5 years from now I'll always be there for you to help you with anything from the tiniest to the most important. If anything ever happened to you I swear I'd lose the ground under my feet. I guess that's my way of saying goodbye to people and although I'm leaving in 5 months it only felt right to write these down today. You mean so much to me, more than you can imagine, honestly and I love you -as I've said before- to the moon and back and beyond that neither as a friend nor as a lover but as a person, I love everything you are and you could be and I can't ever stay mad at you cause I need you, you know everything about me, e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g more than my dad or any of my exes know & whoever has met you is truly blessed -no exaggeration whatsoever-. I've said it a bazillion times already but I just wanna thank you for everything so so so much. There was a time when you meant literally everything to me, you made me the happiest person without even knowing it. I don't know what is that we have and if we still or ever had something, anything but I don't want to ever lose it.
I'll never forget you and all the sides of your character no matter how many years pass cause I'll always carry a piece of you with me everywhere I go. I love you to pieces, just remember that.
Athina, xxx.
ps. I wrote this after having drunk 5 glasses of wine -not kidding- sorry for any possible mistakes, thank you for reading.
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