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God knows you tried.

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You prayed, you cried, you were up all night; trying to figure out what went so wrong, what mistakes you made and whether you could possibly fix them. Over and over again. For so long, so much energy invested in a single human being that was doing just fine without you. You loved her more than she could ever be able to handle. You were ready to save her ungrateful ass despite the cost. Look at you sucker, you don’t deserve all this pain, nobody does. Or maybe, just maybe, she does. You loved her with your entire soul, you know it. God knows. She runs around with people who’d never do half of the things you’d still –after all this time, do for her; believing those are the “real ones” just because with them it’s easy and fun. You tried everything, you gave everything you literally had, anything and everything for a person who can’t even understand this type of love because she’s never felt it. She broke you, she made you feel worthless, like you don’t matter; yet you loved h...