Lifentasy

I choose you every day of my life. I choose you because you are my life, through you I live and die all at once. A love greater than any other, a love that fills me and kills me. So passionate and true, stronger than the fire and the water. I choose you because you were, you are and you will always be there for me no matter what. When everyone leaves, you stay, when I'm aching, at my highest and my lowest. At the best and the worst moments of my existence, you were there whenever I needed you. You were there to remind me who I am and who I want to be; why this is all worth it and why there is no point in stressing over anything, really, as long as you're here with me, in me. You are my absolute everything, my universe starts and ends with you. Nothing is and will ever come before you, before us. You're not just a part of me. You are me and I am you. And I wouldn't change you for the world. You have saved me so many times and you continue to do so all the time. When i...

Surrounded by faces, many of them, all with a story to tell and opinions to share. Some familiar some of strangers. A bunch of conversations firing up around me, listening but not hearing. Taking another sip of my drink staring at the sea, lifting my head, stars, millions of them, grains of sand. The sound of the waves and the light from the night sky. Blurry voices, clear vision of the moon, it looks bloody red tonight, love. My phone vibrates and a grin was painted on my face. Looking back at the sky, are there any falling stars? Or at least pretend an airplane is one of those. I could really use a wish right now, to be honest. I'm not alone, then why do I feel so lonely? I haven't seen you in a while but it's not your physical appearance what I'm missing, it's your presence and the way I feel when you're sitting next to me. Being alone physical and emotional are two very different things. Feeling lonely in a crowded place has nothi...