Lifentasy

Articles, imaginary letters, long messages, songs stuck in my head, choreographies, poetry. I could go on and on talking and writing and moving to express everything I feel and think about you. Positive and negative, I could write books. It still wouldn't be enough. Every day I discover something new about this. On my way to recover from the chaos you caused in my life I stumble and fall back in your arms; some days you feel like the home I've been craving to come back to, others like a prison I'm desperately trying to escape from. It's the chemical reactions that occur within my body and mind when you touch me, the way I forget about the world when you hug me and how everything bad fades away and seems minor when we kiss. No one has ever inspired me to create all forms of art more than you did. Even in the beginning, when everything was fun and games, I felt the need to talk about it, it was and, sadly, still is bigger than me or anything I've experience...

Anxiety isn't the feeling you get before getting a test, speaking publicly, having a hard day at work or a bad day at all. Anxiety and stress are completely normal, sometimes even motivational when it comes to important events happening in your life. We all feel nervous in several situations during our lives. Anxiety is the little voice in your head telling you you'll never be good enough, that everyone, even your closest friends and loved ones will eventually abandon you. Anxiety is when you're up all night days before a big event thinking about every single thing that could go wrong; Not to prepare yourself but just because your brain is wired in such way. My brain will automatically and unintentionally create a catastrophic scenario even for the most simple, everyday tasks I have to complete. Anxiety is waking up every single day wondering whether I'll survive it or not. Anxiety makes me overthink, over stress, over analyze but most importantly, overreac...