Lifentasy

Let's face we've all at some point in our lives -whether you're 16 or 60- fallen in love with someone so hard that it seemed impossible for us to move on, forget that person, stop having feelings for them, stop wanting or loving them and overall get completely over them. It may has happened to you just once, maybe twice or this may be happening to you every single time you fall in love with someone new. For me it has so far happened twice but I'm way too young to know love -only 18- although I feel the need to share my feelings & opinion on such an important and widely known subject such as the disability to move on aka get over someone. Whether it was "love at the first sight" or "why do I even like you?!" type of crush the result is one: you can't stop having feelings for them or forget about them or you call it. It's not really what exactly you feel and shouldn't be feeling it's why you feel like that, why yo...

2 years ago, January 1st, 2014 that's when it all started. That night will forever be marked in my memory not only because I met him but also because of the other things that happened then, although, let's just focus on him , the Blue Eyed Guy. (If this is the first time you're reading my blog I suggest that you first check out pt.1 , pt.2 & pt.3 .)  Believe it or not I knew that meeting this person wasn't random, I knew he would become part of my life, instict? Coincidence? I'm not sure, I just knew, I was a little drunk but still I felt it, from the very first second he spoke to me. I remember every little bit of that day & the other when I was alone with him & again when I had him to myself one year later.  Back to the present... Yesterday I saw him, I've seen him a bazillion times since August aka. the last time we talked etc. but none of the times did I feel bad or weird, I always liked him & was "checking him out...