Lifentasy

Give up on the guy who only texts you when he’s drunk. And the one that won’t prioritize you. Give up on the people that won’t make time to see you. And the ones that only remember you exist when they need something. Stop holding onto people and feelings believing something will change. Give up on the boy that won’t text you unless you do and the friend that won’t make the first step to make it up to you after a big fight. Give up on the person that promised you they’ll take you out and never found the time to do so. They say giving up is for cowards. Not in this case; I’m asking you to give up on those who weigh you down, on the feelings that are one sided only. Give a second chance, even a third one but know when to stop giving chances and…fucks. Trust me you’ll feel much better and freer. You’re not happy with your relationship? Break up. With your job? Start looking for a new one. Your friendships? Create new ones. It’s about time you start breaking habits that might make y...

Sitting quietly in a corner watching people move per usual. Watching every expression, every detail, watching them, as if they were Gods. They say the point of life is living. At that moment she was just present, she couldn’t feel a thing. She stood up and left. No one noticed. No one cared. The music kept playing in her head. She almost got hit by a car. Okay, fine. She sat next to someone. Was staring straight ahead. Lost in the chaos inside her head. Unable to feel anything. Confused to the core. Is emptiness a feeling? Is it a mistake when done with love? She’s going to hell anyway, her purity is long gone. Flashback to her teenage years. It’s back and it’s strong, unstoppable, unavoidable, you have to sleep with it, live with it, become friends with it. You know, darkness is a familiar place to so many people, way more than you can imagine. She was alone, but felt so good. She always found comfort in her past. Guess that’s why she’s so prone to making the same mistakes again a...

I wrote this article a few months ago and never got to publish it, not sure why, but... here it is "The real people behind my posts: About a month ago, I published an article about a guy that broke my heart, before publishing it I actually sent it to him –something I usually never do. His comments on it made me realize how different each individual reacts to the same thing and how unique everyone’s perspective is. That being said, I decided to kinda introduce him to you instead of writing about him. I wanted for you to meet who inspired me to write what I wrote; I might do this again for another guy in the future given the chance. M A J O R disclaimer: I will refer to him with the letter ‘L’ for privacy reasons. Also this is how I’d describe his character etc. to other people, each person has their point of view but I’ll try to be as objective as possible. To find out how & when I met L take a look here. So, just like any other typical guy of his age, he’s ob...

(click on the photos to enlarge them) Freak Show is my first artistic project related to the human nature and psychology. Being a freak is about being who you really are instead of what others what you to be or wish you were. It doesn’t have to be scary, ugly, unpleasant or dark. It’s about being brave enough to accept and express yourself.  The idea of creating my little Freak Show was planted in my brain when I started watching the 4 th season of American Horror Story which was called; you guessed it, Freak Show. There’s something about the darkness and the unknown and the evil that’s inside of each and every one of us no matter how pure we think we are that really inspired me to do this. M A J O R Disclaimer: I did all the make up, styling, took & edited all the photos ALTHOUGH I am by no means a pro at any of these. My goal with this project to feed the little monster that lives in my brain and motivates me to push myself and turn my inspiration into someth...

Unrequited love is how they call it or else the love that wasn’t even given a chance. The ‘almost’ guy is the guy you’ve always liked, always wanted to date, always wondered ‘what if’, the one you’ll always expect a message from, you’ll always want to run into out of the blue, the guy you want to text after 3 cocktails and 7 shots of tequila, the guy you keep comparing to the ones you meet just cause you’ve always wanted to try being in a relationship with him or at least on a romantic date. Unrequited love haunts you, makes you wonder; makes you question your decisions and actions, the words you’ve said, the effort you put into getting to know that person. Makes you doubt yourself and, often, even your current relationships. Curiosity is in my opinion the feeling that moves the entire humanity to do whatever, if it wasn’t for that many things wouldn’t have happened both good and bad. Not knowing what the outcome would’ve been if you had gotten the chance to actually be with ...

Falling in love with your best friend feels like the most magical and confusing thing at the same time. It’s pretty scary but can also be very exciting. I personally believe there can actually be a friendship between a girl and a boy, although there’s always a thin line between friendly and romantic love that can very easily be surpassed. Whilst it is very common for someone to fall in love with their best friend, no one has come up with the perfect “solution” or “way to deal with it” to this day; since each case is different and the whole ‘friendship’ topic very conflicting. Even if it hasn’t happened to you personally to either fall for a friend or have a friend fall for you, I bet you’ve at least once in your life wondered what would happen if you and your bestie ever made out or had sex or even further were in a relationship. Okay, let’s say you’ve fallen for the person who always stands by your side, who always offers you a shoulder to cry on, who you call sis or bro witho...

She threw her purse on the floor and took her clothes off. There were no curtains in her apartment but she lived on the 35 th floor no one could see her anyway. The lights were off but the city was awake as it always is, this city never sleeps; the noise and the lights from the outside created a scene taken directly out of a movie. She took a bath so hot you’d think someone is being boiled in the bathtub; she hated hot water but she loved torturing herself, it made her life more… interesting. She quickly wiped herself off and -still naked walked towards the fridge. She took out a half empty bottle of red wine and a glass; then went and sat on the bare marble floor right in front of her window. She poured some wine in the glass and drank it as if it was a shot; then threw the glass against the wall on her right. “I don’t need you anyway.” She kept wondering how easily would the glass windows shatter if something went through them. She stared at her reflection. “What do you want f...