Lifentasy

“I love you” she whispered, “I love you, too” he lied but she didn’t know. She wasn’t worried, not anymore; she knew nothing could hurt her more than X. After him nothing scares her. She fakes a smile every day of her life, no one notices, of course, they don’t care and she’s a good actress. Too young only 17 and she has a broken heart and depressed soul. No matter how hard she tries she knows she’ll never have a normal life ever again. She has started getting used to it, to the fact that even if good things happen in her life bad things will follow for sure. She still has dreams & visions and a hope deep in her heart but he knows she’ll always be alone. No boy will ever fall for her hard, as hard as she fell for X she knows that boys lie. She doesn’t have any friends. They think she does, she just hangs out with a few girls and calls them ‘friends’ and they think she’s being honest with them. She’s not she’s not even honest with herself. Her heart broke into millions of pieces a...

Let's admit it, we have all once in our lives loved someone so much that we thought we'll never be able to move on and love someone else as much as we loved that one. Whether you call it “first love” or “love of your life” it always hurts having to move on especially when that person doesn’t like, love or want you (anymore). Even if you were never a couple with that person you had/have strong feelings about them and even if you have met, liked and wanted others after them you never really felt/feel the way you felt/feel with that special one. You might feel like the person is haunting you, like you fall for them again and again every time you see them, like your heart is never going to feel that way ever again. It’s partly true. Your heart chooses who will love and who will hate, you can’t control it most times. I know it hurts a lot. Especially if that person you love(d) has already moved on and seems to be happy. It’s hard cause no matter how many other people you...

We all have those days when we feel sick and tired of everything, like life is just not good at all. It’s okay feeling this way sometimes, we can’t always be happy but we should always try to smile even if we’re going through something bad… First of all a disclaimer: all the stuff written in this post are my thoughts from my experience and everyday life, nothing more or less. So let's take it from the beginning whether you woke up with a bad mood or something happened during the day and brought you down you should always remember: Never give up. God is with you. Things will get better. After repeating these words in your mind try to continue your daily routine/life normally and do whatever has to be done (job, chores, homework etc) but do not push your self or over do it cause it will just add more stress and make things even worse. Then when you have finished with everything take some time for yourself do not hide the problem or avoid what made you f...

Before everything I have to tell you that this is my “story” it’s kind of short but I think it will make you think better the next time you try to hurt your self… I’m a 15-year-old girl from Greece called Athina, I lost my mum 2 years ago and I live with my dad and my younger brother. So… the last few days I’ve been fighting with a lot of my friends from school, I feel like I can’t trust anyone, some people have betrayed me and it feels like everybody is going to do the same if I trust them, I know there are people who care about me but they keep pushing me. Maybe it’s my fault, maybe I with my behavior keep them away from me but I’m doing this because I want it, it comes naturally. Yesterday in the morning I fought with my dad and my brother for some silly reasons but there was when I said “that’s enough, I can’t do this anymore…” so I went upstairs, found a pair of scissors and made some scars… Nobody mentioned, it wasn’t so intensive, I didn’t want to kill my self or bleed becaus...